1.12.09

a letter to ........i will say your name over and over again like a refrain




My dear
_
one day I will disappear completely
the letters won’t mean nothing
the world will get tired of me
you will get tired of me
i will get tired of my self
and I, and I will never get tired of you
for you there will be no endings
i will say your name over and over again like a refrain
my prayer to no one
then I’ll be a flower
the one you’ll never picked
and will endure the breathless waiting
till bounderies disappear
with nothing to do
i make new constellations
images of you as I remember
dancing, sitting, walking,
there are stars from a different view,
but still
i see nothing but you
unfurling like a flower,
swirling like a leaf
i once watch you sleep beside me
it was dark there
but the darkness it’s deeper now
tonight in my dreams I will see you
my lady, clothes only in light,
like a kite
i’ve given my self up to the wind
i made friends with the sun
confused the birds with strange and distant voyages
but it is you that ties the tread
and holds me down
like a kite
i will forever hold your hand
and with the burning human longing in you hands
i surrender
i will never get tired of you
for you there will be no endings
i will say your name over and over
……..like a refrain
my prayer to one
you know I will never get far
and there is no need for my return
only travellers leave
never been a traveller
for I have never left
i’m lost,
simply
wanting to be in a place I’ve never been
and will never be
of all destinations,
i’d longed to be lost in the fields of your hair,
lost among your thoughts,
as you are already in mine,
you........are my will to live,
MY LIFE STARTED WHEN I LOVED YOU
AND THAT’S HOW I WANTED TO END
_
yours forever........Joey
_
PS:
_
you will never really left me ……..
you were with me in my journey
keep me company
on all those lonely nights
you shared every sunrise with me
you’re always beside me
held my hand
and close of letting go
you save my life
mahal kita ……..
mahal na mahal kita
and.......you don’t need………to love me back
just........please let me love you........


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Source: from mskm

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