1.12.09

a letter to ........i will say your name over and over again like a refrain




My dear
_
one day I will disappear completely
the letters won’t mean nothing
the world will get tired of me
you will get tired of me
i will get tired of my self
and I, and I will never get tired of you
for you there will be no endings
i will say your name over and over again like a refrain
my prayer to no one
then I’ll be a flower
the one you’ll never picked
and will endure the breathless waiting
till bounderies disappear
with nothing to do
i make new constellations
images of you as I remember
dancing, sitting, walking,
there are stars from a different view,
but still
i see nothing but you
unfurling like a flower,
swirling like a leaf
i once watch you sleep beside me
it was dark there
but the darkness it’s deeper now
tonight in my dreams I will see you
my lady, clothes only in light,
like a kite
i’ve given my self up to the wind
i made friends with the sun
confused the birds with strange and distant voyages
but it is you that ties the tread
and holds me down
like a kite
i will forever hold your hand
and with the burning human longing in you hands
i surrender
i will never get tired of you
for you there will be no endings
i will say your name over and over
……..like a refrain
my prayer to one
you know I will never get far
and there is no need for my return
only travellers leave
never been a traveller
for I have never left
i’m lost,
simply
wanting to be in a place I’ve never been
and will never be
of all destinations,
i’d longed to be lost in the fields of your hair,
lost among your thoughts,
as you are already in mine,
you........are my will to live,
MY LIFE STARTED WHEN I LOVED YOU
AND THAT’S HOW I WANTED TO END
_
yours forever........Joey
_
PS:
_
you will never really left me ……..
you were with me in my journey
keep me company
on all those lonely nights
you shared every sunrise with me
you’re always beside me
held my hand
and close of letting go
you save my life
mahal kita ……..
mahal na mahal kita
and.......you don’t need………to love me back
just........please let me love you........


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Source: from mskm

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winter must be cold for those who don't have warm memories

28.8.09

"your warmth melted my frozen heart"






"after the biggest winter storm so far"


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Track 3 - Unknown Artist

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19.3.09

18.3.09

bringing back the hands of time........digitally




........to my friend........A ( in Sakura Land)






"...anymore than you can come from where you haven't been," says Larry Wilson founder of Wilson Learning and Pecos River Learning. If you have, or own, qualities like compassion, kindness, wisdom then you can give them away. Of course the irony is that in the process of sharing these qualities, they are often enhanced. But if you feel you don't have enough love or compassion or knowledge, these are areas that you can strengthen. In The Power of Giving we recommend tithing in all its forms. One of the forms we developed is intrapersonal tithing. This means that you take 10% of your spare time and devote it to increasing your skills, building your health, enhancing your spirituality. Through this process, you will become stronger, more creative, and have more influence. The benefits are enormous. And once you spend this time on yourself, you'll discover that you have an amazing increase in the amount of time and skills you have to share. Simply put, it will increase your ability to give back.

i loved you all the way - janie frickie

6.3.09

20.2.09


Terminal - Rupert Holmes

Love is stronger far than we - Esther Satterfield

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14.2.09

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. ever thine ever mine ever ours

8.2.09

God, Please help us in these turbulent times